obviousbliss (obviousbliss) wrote,
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the cat's out o' the bag!

My dad called me..
we got into a long conversation about just why exactly I am in Red Deer. I am such a horrible person. I put my parents, two people who love me more than anyone in the entire world put together, through shit every single day.
Every.
Single.
Day.
I want to stop.
I don't want to be a spoiled brat anymore.
I want to do things for other people, I want to be nice, I want to be considerate. I want to be that person that everyone goes to when they are feeling upset. I want to be ther person that listens and helps people. I want to change.
Sometimes I wonder how I've made it this far.
How I managed to get a great guy,
great parents,
and great friends.
The way I act everyone should have already rejected me,
but somehow I squeezed thorugh the cracks.

I am determined to get in shape
To become a whole different me.


To become happy
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